Well, I have, actually. I have emailed a couple of friends, who don’t live in the area. But I don’t talk with anyone locally about my feelings or my blog. For one thing, it just feels too risky to me, I can’t have anything getting around about “Professor {my name} really wanted this student, she tried to talk to her but the student wasn’t interested” — basically gaining me a negative and predatory reputation, even if that wasn’t the intent of the gossipers. For another thing, after a while people just don’t want to hear about this stuff. I don’t mention too much in my emails anymore, at least not about Jessica or this blog. I do still talk about my marriage/divorce, of course.
“So, why don’t you talk to your friends about all this?”
Posted: May 13th, 2009 under Uncategorized.
Tags: divorce, guilt, marriage, unrequited love
