The Naming Wall

(I need to reiterate that “The Naming Wall” is a place for us to name the person we are/were in love with, not a place to post quotes or stories. Please do post your personal stories, quotes, etc., as comments in response to regular posts.)

Admit it.  You’re in love or you have been in love and you would love to say her/his name out loud.  Well, now’s your chance to say who you love “write out loud,” at least we will be listening…

399 Responses to “The Naming Wall”


  1. Jessica


  2. Nothing is worse than loving someone you can’t be with.


  3. How cruel of him to reject me, when I laid myself bare.


  4. It is so difficult to be loved by this obsessive person


  5. I love S.

    I will spend my whole life without being joined in passion, she is the only one I desire to do that with, and she will never love me that way. I sacrifice everything to her.


  6. Did not feel that I could love in love like this only to have him not reciprocate that love. Wanted to forget on go on but unable to forget.


  7. I love David. He is the great love of my life but we will never be together again.


  8. Emily


  9. Well I am coming at the end of the unrequited love with Neil that went on for 2 1/2 years. But I am happy to say that yes I still love him, but have let go.


  10. Stephanie, maybe one day you’ll understand..


  11. i know its totally wrong but you are so beautiful to me


  12. April. She’ll forever be in my heart, but not in my arms.


  13. SCZ I have never felt this way about anyone before. I only wish you felt the same way.


  14. I think I’ll never stop loving him!


  15. Pxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


  16. i love zach


  17. sara varon. I know you didnt want to hurt me, but ill take it.


  18. kurt


  19. josh, i love you. and you love her. i saw it in your eyes in a picture of you and her together. seeing it killed part of me. the part that wanted to think someday you could love me. but not the part that loves you.


  20. The GWDM. I still think about you, Isaac. I’m sorry I let you go.


  21. S.AHH, my life stopped making sense when I first saw your face.


  22. No one’s beauty can compare to that of Brandi. She has the most beautiful smile, perfect hair, heavenly touch, and the most charming personality. I can’t see a single thing wrong with her.


  23. My lady, you were always Guinevere, and ever bound to my lord Arthur, but this lovesick Galahad cannot stand your new Lancelot, the latest of many. Better to leave the Round Table than see ruin.


  24. Tamara – whose shining beauty is only surpassed by her Joie de vivre


  25. I love you, Katie, but you don’t love me back. Hopefully, you’ll realize I’m worth the risk before I realize you’re not worth the wait.


  26. Ryan, if the experience of being held by you is as you say, “statistically insignificant”, I don’t know what to believe in, anymore. I am lost.


  27. My darling Kieran,
    From the first moment I layed eyes on you I was completely smitten. And I never thought I could feel so strongly about someone as I do you. All the time you were sat next to me, or we were walking and talking I didn’t say half the things I wanted to. I have so much I want to say…but you don’t want to listen. All you need to say is that you feel the same way, it’s so simple…you could completely change it all…but you won’t. You don’t feel the same, and I will never be with you the way I want to be. Some day soon, we will be parting ways for good and I will never see again…and you’ll never know how much I care for you. Although I don’t think you would even care, would you? And yeah maybe she is beautiful and smart and funny….everything I’m not, but she’ll never love you like I do. I believed in you so much, I really thought you’d be the one….how wrong I was. My feelings for you will fade over time, and I know I won’t always feel so tortured, but I will never forget you, those eyes, that hair…your smile. You took my heart and you don’t even know it…and you will always have a part of it. Always and forever, my unrequited love. x


  28. I will do the same again just to know that you are smiling in someone’s arms. I’m sorry, I guess I’ll be going first. Good night A.


  29. Sean, I will always be thinking of you. My feelings for you are stronger than you could imagine.

    I’m sorry.


  30. How could you say u loved me and no live without me?


  31. Each day my soul cries out for you..and you are never there.


  32. Matt, I have loved you since we first met seventeen years ago. It’s been at least three or four years since we last spoke, more than that since we last saw one another, and I feel no different today than I ever have. I will die long before I will be able to love another. I know you don’t care, and that you don’t even think about me, but I will always be waiting in vain for you.


  33. Jamie. I hope you go to a different college just so I won’t see you everyday. Then I might get over you.


  34. Elaine.


  35. Tom,

    You are first and last thought of every day. I can’t stop thinking about you even though I know you don’t feel the same way. Those nights we had together will always be close to my heart.


  36. Devin. my best friend of 12 years. i know find myself falling in love with him.


  37. My heart is heavy with this burden.I’m in love with my best friend who loves another. My soul cries but I’ll never let you see it.


  38. Jerry , Oh, how I think about you daily… I wish there were a way to tell you my feelings.
    Michelle


  39. Michael, I’d never felt for someone in such a way that I actually counted the minutes until we could meet again. That is, “Til There Was You.”


  40. Victoria. You’ve lighted my heart and soul on fire and its burning me alive. I’ve been longing to see you and to be with you, and I haven’t been able to get you out of my mind. I’ve never felt so strongly for another as I do for you. I know you will probably never feel the same way about me, and I have no idea if its meant to be. But I hope that one day you will know how I truly feel about you. Ever since I’ve laid eyes on you I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster. You make me feel truly alive.


  41. With you I am free/I love you with all my heart/Why can’t you love me?


  42. I can never forgive you for what you did to me. You pretended to love me for your own cheap thrills. I was inconceivably infatuated with you and you crushed me. I hope you get hit by a fucking bus.


  43. I absolutely adore Mary. While there is still a tiny fragment of hope, for the moment I must lament that it cannot be, as she is dating my mortal enemy (my mortal enemy being any man who dates her and isn’t me).

    While I’m at it, let’s take care of the backlog. I love(d) Holly, Katie, Stacey, Kimberly, Laura, Alexis, Lindsey, Rachel, Whitney, Becky, Nicki, Elisha, 3 different Elizabeths, Kaitlyn, Jenny, Stephanie, and going all the way back to the 1st grade, Ashley.

    Wow…I really suck at love.


  44. i don’t know what to do


  45. i can’t stop loving geline no matter what i do..
    its been 3 years and i don’t know why but i can’t love anybody but her i can’t feel anything from anyone other than her..hope this helps me


  46. I’ve been in love with Piumika for as long as I remember. Not even trying to go after 2 other girls has succeeded in making me forget her. I really wish I wasn’t such a loser.


  47. Vitaliy, I adore you with all my heart. I’m still waiting for you to come to your senses. I will continue to wait while you torture me with your presence and speak of that terrible word “friendship.” If you only knew how many tears I’ve shed in despair and frustration. Every mention or picture of your once “ex” is like a thousand knives tearing me to pieces.How can you give her another chance and not permit me a single one?


  48. Mike genuinely changed my life for the better. I will always look back at the time when he was in my life with wistful longing. He always called me Sunshine, when really, he was the sunshine in my life. When I close my eyes, I still see his face. I haven’t heard from him since Novemeber, but there hasn’t been a day since that he hasn’t been in my thoughts. I will always love him with every ounce of my soul, and even though I know and logically understand why he is keeping his distance…my heart dies a little bit more everyday. I love you, Mike and you definately are NOT as common as a fence post.


  49. Albert. I love you more than anything and everything in the world combined. You own me, mind, body and soul.


  50. Michael, I can’t help that I still like you. I know it was awkward how I let you know, but my feelings never changed…..


  51. Its so frustrating after 20 years I found that you felt the same way as I did. We should have the conversation we had yesterday 24 years ago.


  52. i’m in love with a very close friend named oliver. i feel sometimes i’m like his slave. i know its not meant to be. but i can’t stop my feelings.


  53. Simon


  54. I don’t want be in love with K. I’d rather hate him. But, I can’t. I tried rationalizing things in my mind. It doesn’t seem to work. I can’t stop looking at him when he’s around and when he’s not I kept thinking about him. This feeling, it’s just a crush. But, it hurts because you know there’s no way it’ll develop into anything more. Although he haunts your world, you don’t even exist in his.


  55. I have been in love with Brandon since the day that I have met him and am looking forward to the day where I can put it to the side. You’re gay, sweetheart. I can’t do this anymore and honestly I’m afraid that if I were not feeling this way that our friendship would die. That this has been the one thing keeping me to you and I would just walk away. I love you, and have to figure out a way to kill the feelings without killing the friendship.


  56. Eric,

    it is sometimes painful to be your friend, when I am so very much in love with you.


  57. j, i love you like all these other people here love their people. i let you go just so you can be happy, because i couldn’t make you laugh forever. it makes me cry to see all this pain here


  58. Nicole, I died on 11/15/2007 I really thought the feeling
    would at least fade…or mute..but it never has. Sometimes I go a day or two without thinking about you. Alas that tends to be rare. I suppose it is my punishment to carry these feelings forever. It just wasnt meant to be, and I had to let you go on with your life. I close my eyes and can see your face, feel your warmth, smell your hair. You will never know what a simple hug meant.


  59. Caz I love you with all my soul, you tell me about your broken heart everyday, I want to heal it, I want to love you and have you love me too!


  60. K. Becker. It just does not make sense. Why this late in my life I could be hit by something like this. Life is pathetic.


  61. I can’t stop loving you; wish I could because it hurts that you don’t love me.


  62. Eric, I have loved you since the day we met. Please release me.


  63. Just one hour??


  64. I would love to talk alone. Sweet words. God, my heart needs to be released from this


  65. Spencer


  66. Jon, get out of my head. Get out of my heart.


  67. jim, i told you how i feel and how i have felt about you for a decade now. if only you felt the same, i would be the happiest woman alive.


  68. HEATHER


  69. Ron – I am learning to live without you as I know we can never be together. My life seems so drab and dull without the colour and passion that loving you seemed to create. You will never know how I felt about you but I wish you a long and happy life my love!


  70. DCC- I have to let you go now!
    Maybe our paths will cross someday, maybe not
    good luck as I let go of you, my unrequtted love…….


  71. Max


  72. Derek.


  73. Deana. I love her so much. She lights up a dark and dreary world like nobody else.


  74. Ash, there are so many reasons not to, not the least of which is your indifference.


  75. Emily, I love you and I think you’re perfect. I just wish I had realized it sooner.


  76. Tajh…


  77. Amy


  78. Peter


  79. i love you. i only wish you loved me.


  80. Glyn- despite all that’s happened, I always loved you. I was too scared to tell you. I hope I get the chance in the future.


  81. Rodney – I am sorry I didn’t fight for you. I was scared and now I regret it.


  82. Kurt U. L., myh love and apologies


  83. Heather


  84. Audrey


  85. I love you, Michael….


  86. Jamie, forever ever I will love you. I will win your heart.


  87. Mel I told you and you couldn’t return it.


  88. i love you..too bad it had to be the one man who will never love me back.


  89. The one who didn’t tell me he had any feelings..until 12 years later..now that we’re both married ..to other ppl =(


  90. HC


  91. I wish I hadn’t let the fear of rejection hold me back – I have never forgotten you R and never will


  92. Marilyn…..


  93. i love you but u only c me as a friend and it hurts to know that u hav complete control of my feelings…..it’s because i love u for 5 yrs and i think u already know…


  94. Nick L.


  95. I love you Ed. I know you’ll never love me back. It hurts,it hurts so bad.


  96. Jamie <3


  97. RM


  98. Steve


  99. Dominic-at least I can’t say I didn’t try.


  100. Sadie,

    You captivated me in a lovesick prison which I have yet to be free from. I want to go to a college away from where she’s going so I can forget the last couple years of my unrequited love. I wish she felt the same way I feel about her but it just won’t happen. I hope you’ll be happy in the years to come, even though the last couple years for me were miserably sweet.


  101. I would give you everything I have but you don’t want it. You call me every day, but don’t feel the same. My heart is growing dim…


  102. Nataliya B


  103. Pamela Jane

    your wild card needs playing. don’t believe the lies, your dragon needs no slaying.

    I’m so in love with you.


  104. i love you kea, but what hurts the most is being so close but can’t say or do anything.. then just watch you walk away


  105. jason


  106. Lorie. But she’s in love with someone else & not interested & i’m in a long termer. It breaks my heart.


  107. Kyle- I love you! I dont totally understand why, but I do! You dont have to love me back, but you have my heart regardless!


  108. Joanna Marie Yulo!!!! :( I did my best, and i have moved on, but I don’t know why it keeps coming back to me. I can’t stop thinking about you!! But I will always keep my promise to you that we will always stay friends. But deep inside, I still love you!!

    I don’t know if it will come or not, whether loved or not loved, I will never ever regret my love for you, no matter how much it hurts……


  109. you love her.. i just wish you loved me atleast knew that i have ever since the day i met you.


  110. Noah
    It is all in vain
    but i still do


  111. Leslie, I thought my ex had cured me of this disease called love. I guess not. Love stinks


  112. I know you love me….bryan


  113. If I could, I would stop loving you, Becker. I would stop, and turn away. But I just can’t. I’m sorry.


  114. Her name starts with S…when I looked into her eyes for the first time, something happened to me…I wasnt the same anymore…I changed my whole life to try and be a more nobel and good person, the kind of man that could be with someone as beautiful and good as her…she thought of me as a friend…that was all…I loved her so bad it hurt, for years, I would think about her and cry…nothing like that ever happened to me before, I feel like a different person after meeting her than I was before, and I really really don’t want to go back to being that other person, because to me, he sucks compared to who I was when I loved her…and now, she is gone. I don’t know how to move on or what direction to go. I have someone new in my life, but I cant forget S…I feel like a horrible person for this…like a slime…I should just forget S, but I feel like if I lose S, I will lose myself too


  115. jairyl…..i hate u for being the one that i love


  116. To: J.B.
    I won’t be that girl who cries in front of you just to get crumbs of your affection. I won’t beg you to love me back. I’m not the kind of person who fights a losing battle… I know when not to persist.
    I’m not going to tell you I love you.
    I won’t burden you with that.
    I won’t have you feeling guilty that you don’t love me the way I want you to.
    It’s a selfish thing to do, I think; telling the one you love what you feel for them even knowing that they don’t and won’t feel the same about you.
    I’m going to work on getting over you.
    But I’m thankful that I fell in love with you. You made me feel something beautiful. Painful, yes, but beautiful nonetheless.
    And I will forever be grateful that I met you and fell in love with you.


  117. If you truly knew how I felt; this is crazy but it’s the truth; please find your way back to me; this is tearing me in two; I never thought I could cry so much; I miss you soooooo much


  118. Marilyn,

    Yes, I do love you…I am slowly letting you go, but it is so difficult sometimes when you seem to want my friendship even more so. I am trying to be a good friend because I want what’s best for you even though my feelings sometimes get in the way. I know our friendship has changed — the subtleties you make and the conditions you have drawn. Although the condition you’ve made has hurt me, I’m trying to overlook it and accept the hidden reasons behind these subtleties. I believe my unconditional love for you will hopefully make you understand who I am — a person who truly cares for you regardless of the circumstances. I pray someday you will see it. Marilyn, I love you so much…


  119. Joe, I love you with all my heart and if you you wake up one day and discover you’re all alone, I’ll still be there for you.


  120. S-

    It’s been 13 years since we saw each other, 11 since we last talked. Even though we parted under a cloud, I have never had the feelings with anyone else than what I had for you. You and I live in two different worlds now. And we are happy in our own. I know you never loved me the way I still do for you now, but for that brief moment on a Wednesday night, with you, I discovered what love was. And because I love you, I will leave you to your happiness.

    Thank you.


  121. Richard Walden, I love you with every cell of my body. You are the reason I exist, my “raison d’etre”. You kept me sane. What about all the dreams? Everything we had? I put all my faith in you, and you just threw it away. But none of that matters.

    “I Live On Vibrant Earth, Yet Only Underground.”

    x


  122. im in love with ryan the guy ive met once. yet thnx to the internet i gwt to talk to every day he helps me with problems he is the only person who knows the real me. hes so unselfish and i love him already but he has a girlfriend and loves her. so my world is dark.


  123. Kelly Knight


  124. Eric.


  125. This goes out to a teen actress:Haley Ramm,I love you please be mine…whenever I see your beautiful face,I just want to kiss you and hold you in my arms forever.God,I love you so much it hurts…I want to leave to Toluca lake…please wait for me…please…


  126. It’s been almost three years since I watched Ben10:race against time and not a day went by that you havent been in my mind…oh,your beautiful,red hair intoxicates me,and I just get lost in your bright,blue eyes…Here I am in Tucson,Arizona without you longing for you.Years stuck in this wasteland without a voice to tell you that I love you…you are the perfect American girl,Haley Ramm.You are everything and more to me.You don’t know me…you don’t even knew I existed and it makes me sad…


  127. Ok, these are obviously multiple postings by Emo/vermillion. I’m instituting a rule that only two postings on the naming wall by the same person are allowed. Sorry, Emo, two will have to do…LL


  128. shawn


  129. Mike, I should have seen you when you saw me. I was foolish then and now you make it seem like its too late. All these mixed signals drive me crazy. But here’s what I know for sure. I think about you everyday and just the thought of you makes me smile. I can imagine our life together- dating, traveling, getting married, kids.. I think you’ll always be that person I wonder about. Hopefully one day I won’t have to wonder. Here’s to hope. If not, i’ll always see you in my dreams.


  130. john…don’t regret loving you…just don’t like what my heat now lives with


  131. John, so upset I can’t even write without mistyping; entry should read: John, don’tr egret loving you although the heart aches so badly…just don’t like what my heart now is living with…and your life just goes on…ah…….make it stop.any advise?


  132. Alfred,

    I know that we will never be together and that is the pain in my heart. I’m glad that you allow me to still be in your life even though it is only as a friend. I don’t know why I feel the way that I do about you and why I can’t let you go. I’m just happy for seeing you and talking to you. I love you even though you will never love me….


  133. Rachel, my love for you stands true and deep. I know where I stand in your heart. You might see this one day. Maybe that’s the time where our true story starts. I will always love you.


  134. Noel why did you tell me that you had all these feelings when we were younger now if you’re not inclined or in a position to act on them. I’m ready and willing. All you did was hurt me. I’d rather not have known and remained blissfully ignorant and unbruised. I want to be with you and you’re with someone else…I don’t understand.


  135. Amy


  136. Anna


  137. Jeremy


  138. Andy – I always knew you didn’t feel the same. I always knew that if I told you I would lose a good friend. & now I have told you I don’t know what to say. Tongue tied & wordless I feel you slipping away. I am going to miss my friend so much. I wish I’d never said anything. You were indeed my knight in shining armour & you always will be. Xx


  139. Ashley


  140. Anita. For too many years.


  141. Patricia, you led me on. We did things that other couples would do. We spent countless hours talking on the phone at night. We even held hands. You gave me a ride and then kicked me to the curb, bitch! But i still love you… and i think i always will.


  142. frankie, maybe i’m not in love, but that’s where this is heading. you’re my best friend and i know where we stand. we’re young and there’s time. maybe i’ll get over you, or maybe you’ll love me back someday.


  143. Michael, this is the only place I can say I LOVE YOU without risking our friendship….I LOVE YOU MICHAEL


  144. Olivia, the thing I want most is for you to be happy. I only wish you could be happy with me.


  145. Amy

    She makes me really GET Bob Dylan’s Blood on the Tracks


  146. Bunkie!…Mike…I miss you


  147. J… Just when it seems I’m finally over you, something always makes me falter and fall all over again for you. I know you’ll never see me as anything but a good friend; I’ve said that to myself a million times, it seems. But my heart refuses to listen. Even if it breaks again and again while I watch you moon over you’re latest love, it seems hell-bent on loving you and only you. I can’t make it stop. I can’t stop that pathetic little voice in my head asking “why can’t it be me?”…


  148. I know the chances are slim I’ll ever call you mine, but nothing ever ends well sneaking around with a married man.


  149. i have loved and i always will..if we can’t have it here,in our next life maybe it would be something.


  150. Daniel


  151. Veronica, your friendship is one of the most fulfilling thing in my life…so I can tell you how I feel…but at the same time…it’s getting harder and harder to keep these feelings bottled…you made me do many things I never imagined I’d do in my life…you helped me change if only a tiny bit for the better…you made me laugh you made me cry…and I fell for you…unfortunately you don’t see me as nothing more than a good friend…but I can’t stop hoping for something more…so…the only place I can freely express my feelings is here…
    I love you…


  152. ..and so i told myself…Be STILL stupid heart..


  153. I really love you Putri. I know that you will never be mine and you’re always going to be his. But I will always be waiting for you, and only God can stop me from loving you. I hope one day you will love me and if you do, My life is complete. But for now, I am the best of your best friends because in your eyes, I’m just a friend to you… And even if in my life you will always see me as a friend, I will always see you as an angel sent by God to cure my Borderline Personality Disorder. So thank you for everything you did to me and I want to shout, I LOVE YOU PUTRI ANDINI!!!


  154. There is nothing worse than loving somebody that use to love you. Thats where I am. I am in love with my ex boyfriend. Its almost been a month since we broke up. He told me that he would love me forever and never break up with me, and I believed him and I told him the same thing. When he broke up with me that day, May 17th 2010 with our 4 month anniversary coming up on the 20th of May and my birthday that weekend, after just telling me that day how much he loved me, he broke up with me telling me he wasnt ready for a long term relationship and how sorry he was. I got mad and yelled at him because he had just told me that day how much he loved me. He even got mad when I was going to go out on a date. I remember being very confused. Now its June 6th 2010, I got a new boyfriend that Im crazy about, but Im still in love with my ex boyfriend. I bet I always will be. I hope there is a second chance in store for us in the future but until then I will be strong and be his friend again, but Im not ready yet to be his friend, but I know I will be soon no matter how painful it will be. Unrequited love hurts, but I feel like Im handling it pretty well and I hope it continues to get better every day.


  155. Roy


  156. Holly


  157. Lizzie, you just have no idea. I never gave up. I’ve lost count of the number of times my heart has been stabbed, but I reach for you even as you tread across the world.


  158. Brian, I love you. I know you felt something for me at one point but I didn’t see it then and I only have myself to blame. I know you wish you didn’t remember, and I wish I didn’t either. I love you so much and I just want to tell you how sorry I am for everything.


  159. What does she give you that I cant?


  160. I love you Deborah. And I’m willing to live out my life as a spinster if that’ll keep you happy.


  161. I love you very much, Marilyn. Despite the circumstances (as I continue to struggle with it for the past four years), I will always express the unconditional love for you. You will always be in my heart and prayer.


  162. Kelly. The earth has moved nearly fifteen billion miles through space since the hour you called me and told me you did not love me, but my heart hasn’t moved an inch. You condemned it to freeze in the void. I don’t think I’ve closed my eyes once since then without your image haunting me. Do I wish I could forget you? Do I wish that you’d return – that ‘always’ could still mean something? I don’t know anymore.

    I pray that wherever you are, you’re safe and happy. If this pain were the cost of that, I’d gladly bear it. But the world isn’t so poetic, is it? The utter meaninglessness of it all hurts the most. Why? What did I do wrong? You never even told me.


  163. I love you so much Michael….so very much.


  164. Carol, 14 years older than I am. I’m her intern and I shouldn’t have fallen for her, but I did…


  165. 4 years and i still feel as strongely as i did when i first met you.now that highschool is over tomorrow may be the last day i ever see you in the flesh again. i will always love you. nobody even compares to you Louis.


  166. I offered you the best that I could offer.
    It wasn’t enough for you.
    My love lasts forever,
    but now,
    I will no longer act on it,
    I will watch you from the sidelines,
    keeping all harm away from you.

    I like to believe that everything happens for a reason,
    We met because there is something I need to learn,
    Now I think that I will be better than I ever could have been if I didn’t meet you,
    And all this goodness I will reserve for the one who comes after you.
    I thank you for making me who I am now,
    both for me and for her,
    wherever she is.


  167. Arik


  168. There was a perfect time for us. A time we could have truly been something special. It’s a pity neither of us realized it then…and it’s a pity you don’t realize it now.


  169. Michael. I’m so pround of you now that your band is doing so well and so sad that i can never really tell you how i feel. I’ve waited 6 years to get over you and i have a horrid feeling that day will never come. Wherever you go and whatever you do you carry my heart with you. I wish only for you to be happy, safe and loved. If only the person to make it happen could be me. How pointless to have my love forever delayed and denied. I never wanted a man in my life as much as i have wanted you. Love will tear me apart.


  170. LIBERTY! I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU!


  171. And I think your name is awesome…


  172. You broke my heart today.


  173. Tom.


  174. Also Tom.


  175. Ana Catharina


  176. M.M., I can’t even remember how I managed to live without knowing you. You’re the kindest man I have ever met, and I wish to spend my life with you; yet at the same time I wish we were on different continents so I could get the hell over you!!!


  177. Alison. I’m sorry I hurt you by telling you how I felt. But I love you so very much that I had to take the chance. I will always love you. But have to get used to the idea of our friendship being over.


  178. Ivette, when I spoke to you today, I realized how much I still wish you were the one I was married to. After all this time, how different both our lives would have been, had I pursued you. One of the biggest regrets of my life.


  179. nasos


  180. I posted a comment on this wall for you before, Joe, but I don’t think I ever said everything I was – and still am – feeling. Do I ever cross your mind? Do you ever wonder about me? Because I do all the time. When your friends make those stupid jokes in class do you ever think, actually our names go really well together? Because I do.

    I am nothing to you and you are everything to me. I’m just another girl at your school and you are the boy who shaped my school years. One day I’ll leave but I’ll never forget you or how you changed me. I don’t care if people think I’m too young to feel love – this is it.

    My religion and culture would stop me from having a relationship with you but we’re not even friends. If only could show you how much I care. I wish I could show you that I’ll be there for you when you need me most without other people around to tell me I’m a deluded, obsessive freak. I know I am. And I do my best not to make you feel as if I’m imposing myself on you. The last thing I want is for you to hate me or feel I’m some sort of pest.

    I wish I could wrap my arms around you and keep you safe from any harm. That way I wouldn’t feel any resentment towards all the girls you have been involved since I fell in love with you. I want to be one of those girls.

    In the words of Radiohead in the song All I Need: I am a moth who just wants to share your light.

    I wish, I wish, I wish you were mine.


  181. Last night at the concert when we I was mouthing the words to “I’m Yours” and you were tapping along beside me, I dedicated it to you. I just wish that I had the courage to tell you out loud.


  182. argh 7 years later still you pop in to my dreams get out of my head please, i wish i didn’t love you still D


  183. Thomas. Each day I can’t see you is pure agony to me. Each day I do see you is pure agony to me, as well. All these chances I missed haunt me in my dreams…


  184. M. I wish I could kiss you again, I dont want you to leave.


  185. G. I’ve been thinking about you more the last few months. The way leaves hang on the oak trees across the new road in front of my parents’ new house longer than I remembered – each one part green, yellow, and brown – reminds me of how much things stay the same and how much they change. I am very happy that you accepted my request to write you again, but I have not done it. I’d like to share stories from my life with you, but I fear that I would still want to love you, my fingers alive with metaphors and wit – should I waste them so? I wonder how you are, but fear that you would not tell me. My words would hang forever uncertainly, not knowing how they made you feel on such a day in mid November. Or maybe it is just The Fall and the gray skies that bring on this longing in me … or Girl Talk’s remix of a hip-hop song I remember playing at a dance party back when it was not too late. I console myself knowing that I would not hesitate (would I?) when (if) I ever meet another like you. There is too much beauty to give up hope.


  186. Tim


  187. is this how it ends?


  188. I love you, Katarina, but now I think I need to move on. It’s been months since you left and I know you’ll come back, but you’ll never feel the same as I do and I think I know that now. I’m so glad I met you because you changed me, you really did! I’m sorry if I confused your kindness and affection into something else, I’ve never known anybody else who was so sweet like you. I appreciate the friendship we have in front of us, but I will always remember the piece I kept of you in my heart. I hope you find someone you love and that will love you as well because you deserve that chance.


  189. Katy


  190. Don


  191. Michael. I loved you with my whole heart. I still do. You made me feel emotions I thought only the books or movies would ever be able to feel. Emotions that us living in reality were doomed to never feel. You showed me love in it’s truest and purest form. You fooled me into thinking you felt that way towards me too. You said ‘I love you’ that night we spent together, that night filled with nothing but love. You said you meant it then you said you did not. You said you just wanted to be friends and you thought I understood.
    Even though it was only a few months those were the best months of my life. The only months I felt truly and genuinely happy.
    Now all I do is cry. I dream of my cheek resting on your warm skin. I dream of your lovely brown eyes and beautiful white smile.
    It hurts to no it was all a lie. You didn’t mean a thing. I still want you in my life. In some shape or form even if it’s not by my side and even if I see you kissing your supposed ex.
    I love you and it hurts. I want the closure to move on but you’re to selfish to share.
    You didn’t want me because of that girl that destroyed and played you.
    Yet you did the same for me.
    If only you knew the bags under my eyes and those sad three lined poems are all because of you.
    Still, I love you.


  192. I never said “I love you” and I guess I never will. And I can live with that. There are other things in life: Friendship, family, knowledge.
    Maybe it’s my fault you shut out your feelings. Maybe I was not as important as I’d like to think. I don’t know. I don’t know if you’re happy, or in love, or thinking of me. I don’t know what you think when we meet by accident and I act as if I didn’t notice you and then stare at you when you’re busy talking with somebody.
    I won’t bother you, don’t worry. I hope you will be happy someday, and I know the only way that’s going to happen is when I am not part of your life any longer.
    I believe that this is love: To make the other happy, even if it means you have to let him go.
    I’m not going to cry, because I know you’re out there, alive and cared about. It’s just the selfish part of me, that still holds on. And I’m so sorry about that.
    I hope you already forgot me. Goodbye, Raoul.


  193. yu kno i loved yu, yu said yu did too but it waz jus yur game, a “one time thing” so now i hav to let yu goo.. deuce.


  194. i hav to let yu go now, i kno its wats best for me evn tho it hurts


  195. Because i love you so much, i am glad you are finally happy with someone..i just wish that someone was me :) Love you forever Tim and i am happy to be your best friend :)


  196. david


  197. Jennifer Marie, my “Little Red-Haired Girl” for over 16 unrequited years.


  198. I love you so much Dorothy, and always will. My heart aches, but I will never interfere with your happiness and will always be your most loving friend and will do anything for you.


  199. Rachel I love you. I never told you that and now you’re half way across the country at university. I miss you!


  200. I know we can never be together but I love you more than my own life. I can never speak these words to you so I write them here.


  201. I love you so much I have to let you go and find the happiness you seek.


  202. God, help me hold it in. G, I adore you. May you never know how much.


  203. Scott. Scott. Scott.


  204. Happy New Year, Marilyn! I love you very much.


  205. Lara


  206. i hate u


  207. Kylie K.


  208. Carolina, I love you. I wish you could see that. You know I like you, but you don’t know how much. You don’t care for your boyfriend, and the other guy doesn’t even know you. Why am I the only one you won’t consider? I don’t even have two years left to spend with you, after that, I know I’ll move on. But that doesn’t change the fact that I love you, and, at least somewhere in my heart, I always, always will. I love you.


  209. Shweta K: before you never knew i could. After you i burned myself to stop. Unfortunately the only thing surviving is Pain.


  210. I love you Jaime, though I will never get the chance you to let you know


  211. You do not want me, but you need me. Darling, because I love you, I will never tell you of my love. I cannot let you suffer that loneliness.


  212. S.phia, when I first met you I noticed you were unique. I’ve learned so much from you and have unfortunately fallen for you. I know its wrong for me to feel this way, and I know i’ll never mean anything to you, which might be for the best, but i’ll always love you. I sincerly hope you find true love and peace.


  213. rachel, i love you, im so sorry how everything turned out, i wish it could have been different, i had to do what i did because ive been in love with you since the first time we met, that day when you came crashing into my life, i had to leave you because i couldnt bear loving someone who wouldnt love me back, and i know that you know how i felt because i let you know many times, i wish that we could have made things work out, i just hope that you know i love you with all my heart, and i always will, i would do anything for you, i hope that you can understand that youre not the only one who suffered, and that i suffered greatly though this whole thing aswell, i apologize and i hope that one day you will realize how much i loved you, and still do, but it kills me to watch you suffer, i hope that someday in the future we will be able to work things out, i will always be here for you, i love you rachel.


  214. Scott, I wish I’d never met you. And I especially wish you hadn’t kept calling me drunk at 3 a.m. after your wife left you.


  215. Krystal.. I’m sorry I can’t be as good as him. I’ll try to keep being just a friend, but it’s. . . Not easy.


  216. Bryan.

    I loved you the second you spoke to me, showed me some kindness in this cruel, cold world.
    As a depressed teenager, puppy love is bound to happen..but I don’t believe this is puppy love anymore. I’ve been in love with you for over two years now, and if you asked it of me, I would sell all my belongings just to be with you.

    But you don’t see me the same way. A little kindness showed to a girl who has never known love was a bad idea, but you saved me from myself. I can never tell this to your face, not even online, out of fear of ridicule and you abandoning me forever.

    I’ve tried to forget you, tried to fall in love with guys from my own country, my own age..but no. None of them are like you.

    Every time I get depressed and suicidal, I think of your cute blue eyes and your voice, that of an angel, telling me to get it together and live another day, with the promise of your love. But I know in my rational mind that it will never happen..


  217. Billy McLaughlin …

    He helped me feel beautiful about who I am.


  218. Billy helped me to feelbeautiful because he took time for me.


  219. I love you, Rebecca.


  220. Annie!
    I love you Annie! I wish you cared. I wish I could make you happy and give substance to the love I have gave to you, the love that you would not let me share. I wonder if you think about me. I cannot help but think of you and smile when I do until I remember that you will never care for me.


  221. you give me mixed messages you know i love you you act the same then back off as if ive hit you and say im just a friend… i need to let you go but i want so much for you to stay cant love you and be your friend i want to be your everything


  222. Arturo… If only our companionship as friends could evolve into a beautiful romance. I wish you knew how much I care for you.


  223. i feel like everything was great,then you threw me the “distance” curveball.i think about you everday.no one compares to you to this day.


  224. His name was Adrian. And I am beyond crushed.


  225. I am the little red- haired girl and he is charlie brown…but I am in love with him and he is not in love with me…I am out of his league. He is from “the other side of the tracks”–but the nicest, kindest most beautiful person I have ever met. I moved away just to remove myself from the situation. It didn’t work. It never will. I have dreams about him and I still see his beautiful eyes when I close mine. No one ever made me laugh as much as he did– until he called me his “great back-up friend… ” Ouch.


  226. David. Always, always you.


  227. I love you, Marilyn, more then you will ever know


  228. Paul. We are the best of freinds, but to you, that’s all we will ever be. To me, you are the reason I smile, the reason I get through another day. I love you with the whole of my heart and I always have, I always will. I just wish you would see me in the same way as I see you. My heart aches for you, if only you knew how much. I wish I could move on and forget you x


  229. the wee blonde thing.she’s as cute as a rabbit wae a hat


  230. It hurts so much…seven years with my heart tied in a knot.


  231. Ever since I heard the way our voices blended together in perfect harmony, I knew you were the one. You were me in guy form. I had no idea someone like you existed. I thought that we’d be able to make it last and then I saw that picture – of you gazing adoringly into her eyes, and I was broken. I will always love you, more than you will ever know. I just hope that one day, you realize what you lost.


  232. WE should never have broken up. It is my deepest regret and I can’t stop loving even though you have moved on and 18 years have passed.


  233. It’s Valentine’s Day, and I had hoped I’d see a sign of you..but alas, you’re probably spending it with the mysterious woman, whom you call your girlfriend.

    A few days ago, I really needed you, but no..you were with her then, as well.

    You’re probably forgetting me, and it’s fine. I just wish I could get over you, too.

    Where ever you are, whatever you’re doing.. I love you.


  234. Mike,
    This is so pathetic… but its only way i can express how i feel.
    I like you and your so damn clueless. and when i found out that you like someone else, that broke my heart.
    I don’t know what to do now.. i’m trying to ignore you as much as i can..
    hope i’m doing the right thing. :(


  235. I’m still hoping, i’m still hoping. If only he could…


  236. John, I wish that you could love me as much as I love you.


  237. Daniela, I die a little bit inside every time I see you and am reminded of the fact that it’s not my hand you’re holding.


  238. K.A., I want to be with you so bad. I suspect you only think of me as your client/patient, and that the conversations we’ve had are just you making the time go by. But they mean so much to me. Are you even attracted to women? Damn you and your little ponytail. I want to touch your hair. I want to kiss you. You are so smart, it’s sexy. When I sense that wall come up, and you distance yourself, I want to break it down.

    Why god, why, did I even have to meet this woman? Why do you torment me so?? I was doing just fine until I met her. I hadn’t dated in 10 years. I hadn’t had sex in 8 years. And I’d resigned myself to a life of celibacy, a life of the mind, not the body. Now there’s K.A. who I don’t really know, except in brief 45 minute bursts during session. I want to get to know her. I want her to get to know me.

    Apparently, I’m bisexual now. That’s how much I’m attracted to her. Things were easier before I met her. Before this wretched, wretched, godforsaken crush. Just kill me now.


  239. Love u so much girl, wish we could hold each other forever.


  240. You bought me out of the long dark tunnel into brilliant sunshine. For 27 years Iv never felt happiness. Every time I drive past your house I think of you with your Husband & Kids & I go home alone once more to my dark empty flat.


  241. Anita. I loved you. I would’ve jumped off a building for you. I would’ve done anything you want. I’ve realised that you don’t really deserve me. I don’t blame you, I’ve been misguiding myself for 3 years.


  242. Amanda, you are a beautiful flower blooming in the cold, gray field of my lonely life. I have so much love to give you, and the fact that you don’t love me back is killing me. It breaks my heart a little bit every day. I will never forget you boo.


  243. I love you Sharon, I always tell you, I always will, I just wish you felt the same XXXXX


  244. Emily, I have loved you for two years. You’re moving across the country this summer and we’ll probably never speak again. I just want you to know that my heart is and always will be yours.


  245. D. >_<


  246. Marijn P.

    I just want to tell you right of the bat
    That altough it’s sad
    It’s said
    That
    Unrequited love
    Is about as bad
    As it could possibily get
    It’s believed
    That it’s about the same amount of grief
    Like a break-up
    For real, I did not make that up.
    I wonder if unrequited is also deliberate
    The two aren’t too different
    On the verge of going insane
    It’s sort of a self inflicted bane
    A curse
    What could ever possibily be worse?
    The wound is so deep it never cures…

    Imagine you’d be me
    Could you even try to see what I see?
    Or feel what I feel, look, for me it’s real
    But to you it doesn’t sound like that of a big deal?
    But if you were just anything like me
    You could see
    Hell some of you would flee
    Or drop unto your knees
    Until all that remains is she

    A vived picture
    Here, take it with ya.


  247. To the one who knows…. I didn’t want to leave. It killed me.I felt like you didn’t want me because you acted so strange- but I could see it in your eyes.. so I hoped and waited for you to tell me anyway…I would have stayed…all I ever wanted or needed was to hear those words from you! I wish we BOTH could have had the courage to take that risk. I’m sorry I was so afraid. I have never felt so much emotion and intense love for someone before in my life. I LOVE YOU now and I will love you forever. I feel like I found the one person I had a profound physical and spiritual connection with. That is rare in life. Maybe we’ll find each other again-Somewhere in Time…
    P.S. You are a 1000 times more beautiful than him, even though it is striking how much you look alike; that was just me trying express my feelings for you.


  248. Ana….I love you xxxxxxxxx


  249. catherine.. i love you! i love you! i love you!


  250. Terrell, I spoke vrebatim translating from heart to lips. You won’t love back nor will you let me go so I can love someone else. Trapped. I desperately want to be freed!


  251. Gina


  252. I love you very much


  253. Ana, my love….

    I want you so much. I never even considered the fact that I could be bi until I met you three years ago. My heart leaps every time I’m near you and I live for the times I get to see you.

    I wish you weren’t married. I wish you would acknowledge my existence every once in a while. I wish we could have even just one night together.

    Always and forever, Queen of my heart xxxxx


  254. Love you so much, my sweet girl – you are the first thing I think of when I wake every morning and the last thing I think of when I go to sleep every night. You have completely captured my heart and nothing is more beautiful to me than your smile.

    I hope your husband realises how lucky he is to have you…


  255. I feel myself blushing whenever I think of you…I just want to stare into your deep blue eyes and feel your warm arms around me. I know that we can never be, but it’s your smile that keeps me strong.


  256. Love you, Kristen, with a heart as deep as the ocean. It’s a shame you sank my ship with your ignorance.


  257. Love you, my angel, been thinking of you all day. Longing to see you again in 2 weeks xx


  258. My sweet lady, it has been exquisite torture seeing you grace the stage every day this past week and telling myself you will never be mine…see you in my dreams, my Spanish rose xxxx


  259. We are best friends and have been lovers. I love you more than you will ever realize because if I told you just how deeply I felt for you, i am afraid you would run away, and I would rather have you around me with me loving you secretly, than loving you out loud and having you become a distant memmory…Love you forever.


  260. There is so much you just don’t know. So many things I want to tell you. Marriage is nothing short of a piece of paper. That piece of paper has no feeling, no emotion. It’s only love that makes marriage a valid experience.

    The truth is, I love you. My heart is open to you…I feel it every moment of everyday…it never leaves. All I want is to look into your eyes and kiss your face. I will never be the same. This is the scariest, yet most wonderful experience I have ever had.


  261. Last night I told you how I felt and how no matter how much I try to keep it as friends, i can’t hide my feelings. You already knew how I felt. Thank you for being honest when yo told me it will never happen for us. I am crushed, but am sl glad for the memories I will always have of our times together. Love you forever….Tamster


  262. Beth. Never had a girlfriend; never even made it to first base. Never could go beyond friendship; never had more than a hug. Did tell her I love her but got turned down. Did get lots of thank you’s; did get to hear am a very good person. It doesn’t ease the pain. Time does not heal all wounds. It hurts more with age. It’s better to have loved and lost? No. Worse is to love but not get loved back.


  263. Barbara, when I told you I was in love with you a couple years ago, I had accepted the fact you would never feel the same. I was even able to contain my feelings after wards so that we could be friends. But the last couple weeks, when you needed someone, I let my guard down. I don’t regret being there for you, but it hurts like hell.


  264. Jennifer, I’m sorry I love you.


  265. Jaelin Eliason…love me instead. :’(

    PS.I no longer need you anymore,Haley Michelle Ramm…


  266. Zane


  267. Your eyes hypnotized me 3 years ago. I’m still hypnotized.


  268. 9 years later and im still thinking of you. Do you think of me, Taylor?


  269. you were my best and only friend,i’ve loved you to death fot 2 years,i told you and you only wanted to remain friends…you are with the love of your life,and i havent spoken to you in 2 months..i miss you to death


  270. r, i love you. this sucks.


  271. G, I love you and miss you so very much…and I hope to Christ you never see this! Seven and a half long agonising years. Thank goodness I knew right from the go that I would never be good enough for you. Be well, forever yours in my soul xxx


  272. I love you, and I know you love me too. But not that way…


  273. I’ve been in unrequited love with a guy named DJ for nearly 9 years. I will never quit hoping and praying it will happen. I truly love him.


  274. Mac…at least we are friends.


  275. Chris…over a matter of hours your free spirit caught me like the wind. and after 4 years you still have my spirit open…


  276. I will always be there for you no matter what, G. :’(


  277. Aaron Larkin. -_- The one I will never get over, no matter how many years go by.


  278. Don’t worry. I know the truth.


  279. D. I’ll get over him !!!


  280. Your obligation outweighs your love for me. That makes me love you more. I’ll run with you, just ask.


  281. Rachel


  282. Senitta


  283. Desiree


  284. Corinne, I never thought before that i’d ever fall in love with you. You always told me i’d always be your best friend, and now you’ve cut me off from your life like we never existed. I was such a stupid person back in high school but now i’ve been growing up and I realize what you felt for me. I was slowly falling in love with you and I know how I feel now… if it only it wasn’t too late. I know someone else is in your life right now and I can’t help that, and it hurts to know we never talk anymore. It hurts even more to know how much I love you and how I have to live with this pain everyday. I know how you felt and this pain is probably worse, and I deserve it. If only I could love you, I would do anything to make up for all those broken promises, all those heartbreaking moments, all my stupidity that you dealt with for so long. Now I would do anything to be free of this pain, to not have this hurt in my life… but it is what it is. I love you, but I know i’ve lost you… I still love you, be happy, you deserve it after being stuck with me for so long. I just wish I was that certain guy in your life


  285. Leena


  286. Billie Jo….
    I just don’t understand. I believed you when you told me we had something special…something that rarely happens. I believed you because I felt it, too. We were soulmates…I remember the story about your coworker who told you we were soulmates because of the way your face would light up when you talked about me. And then, the 5 years of silence while you were off with someone else. When you came back, it was the happiest day of my life. But since then, I’ve watched you marry someone else, and then leave him for a fling, only to be dumped. Now, you tell me we’re friends….but you don’t act like it. So why is it that everytime I ask you if you want me to go away, you won’t answer my question? That’s all it would take to be rid of me…but for some reason, you won’t say it. Do you still love me, secretly, or are you just trying to spare my feelings? It’s frustrating. I’ve loved you for 14 years. I know it’s my fault we’re not together. But that doesn’t change the way I feel. I love you with all of my heart and soul…and always will. If I haven’t been able to let go of you after all this time, I never will.


  287. Claudia.
    Even as I do this I feel unworthy


  288. Rebecca,

    There is so much I want to say to you but the truth is I’m not sure where to begin. All I will say is that I made two promises to myself a long time ago about you.

    The first, is that I will always be there for you in whatever way I can. On the days that you feel lonely I will talk to you. On the days you succeed I’ll congratulate you. On the days that you are struggling I will cheer you on and on the days that you fail, I will try to remind you how strong you are and how amazing you are because of it. On the days that you feel unloved I’ll spend time with you and on the days that you feel fat I’ll remind you of how beautiful you are and how much I love being seen with you. When you are sad I will hold you and when you need it I will always support you.

    The 2nd promise is that I would never tell you how much I love you, not because I don’t want too but because I don’t need too. Whether you know or you don’t doesn’t diminish the impact you’ve had on my life. When I’m around you I feel like I want to be a better person and because I was inspired by you, I’ve made a lot of choices in the past two years that have helped me to grow enormously. I was the one who made those decisions, but I did so because I was inspired by you.

    So thank you, for everything that you are and everything that you do. Please don’t ever change, please don’t every apologize for who you are. Who and what you are is amazing and wonderful and I hope I have the pleasure of knowing you for a good long time.

    Take care of yourself Rebecca. I love you so much.


  289. Sasha, Carly, Laura, Kristin, Elizabeth, Kristy, Tali, Eva, Carolina, Krystle, Cristhin, Olivia.


  290. I love you Gary. I know you can’t return my love. I have to learn to forgive you and forgive myself.


  291. Tim,

    I’m sorry.


  292. Jason Starnes

    The day breaks not, it is my heart. Every day, for 18 years.


  293. I think you must have forgotten about me by now …I wonder how you are and I worry about you everyday. I feel drawn to your spirit even though we are miles apart…if only I could see you again. I feel like I’m being slowly tortured to death.

    “I love you more than you’ll ever know”.


  294. Akshay Kumar


  295. Akshay is getting married to Petal a doctor at that… impressive.. wish I could get over him how the hell did I fall in love with a brutal heartless animal???

    I guess its because the heart has reasons that reason does not know!!

    I really wish my heart didn’t have these strong feelings of affection for him.

    DAM!!!!!


  296. you have had my life my every waking thought for 5 yrs .. and I’m not unhappy you did. I’m just so lonely ..for you!


  297. Jodie


  298. Anna. Too good for me. Too good for anyone. Worth dying for. Sleepless nights, distracted days, your face, your voice, my dreams ignite.


  299. Brian Jochum


  300. Amanda Seyfried


  301. Scott – an early teenage crush, first kiss, still dream of you.


  302. Amanda Seyfried – for 5 years now and still going strong and noone understands or believes me. ive got it real bad for this woman. i would do anything for her. she is the definition of love for me. she is the the first time i’ve been introduced to beauty. she is lovliness in all forms- inner and outer beauty. i can’t stop thinking of her. i love everything about her.


  303. My beautiful friend, Esther…my forever friend. Your essence fills my world. Without you there is only the void, nothing.You are beyond my outstretched arms, and so I embrace you with my heart, forever. (‘bit too much? lol maybe)


  304. Catherine..

    I love you and I still can’t move on from the fact that you still can’t love me.. I know you’ve been hurt by your past, and now you’re afraid of loving someone who’s a “good boy” like me.. All I want is a chance to prove to you that i’m someone who’s different.. I promise I won’t be like your ex who, I think, didn’t trust you.. I promise that if ever you give me the chance to court you and prove myself to you, I’ll make the most out of it and I’ll make you always happy.. I know I have my imperfections too, but still I do my best..

    One more thing, I’m ready to wait..I know that the present circumstances won’t permit us to really talk about love, but i assure you that I’m ready to wait for you… Just give me the chance.. The chance to prove my feelings for you..

    I love you so much Catherine..


  305. even if we never get together, i will admire you always! you have my heart xx


  306. You probably know it because we’ve been sitting together in church for about four years now. I’m not even sure how it started, but I’ve grown to love you and have for some time now. And you’ve been talking to me less and less and it took me a while to understand. I should have been wiser, but I wasn’t. Anyway, Sunday was my last day there and I didn’t say so, and it was today I decided to go somewhere else. Maybe I’m running away, but I’m also giving you a gift of sorts. I’m letting you be free of me, which I suspect you didn’t know how to say.


  307. I love you very much, Marilyn….I hope this love for you did not change the course of our friendship…… :(


  308. I’m in love with Chris, my therapist.


  309. Hugo – I don’t have to tell you how I feel about you because you already know. It just hurts that you don’t feel the same way


  310. Ruth … Ruthy. You know by now, you must do. I wonder what’s going to happen to us now.


  311. I work with you and for the last 2 years find myself deeply in love with you. i find myself scheduling meetings that are pure bs just to be with you.


  312. KL how I love you, I shall carry you in my heart.


  313. Nicole, I’m sorry I fell in love, but I can’t help it. We were as close as two peas in a pod, and now you act like you don’t know me. Please don’t push me away anymore…


  314. Renato, I want to be your friend. I want to enjoy our friendship. I can’t be allways thinking about you. Please help me.


  315. Peter. I never knew what I had until I lost it…after years.


  316. impossible
    i accept
    feeling
    is a sentence
    it begins and ends with
    joe
    –joe!
    fantasy, not you
    penance,
    vestige of hope
    i accept
    life sentence
    muse


  317. Patrick


  318. I’m really sorry that I’ve creeped you out over the years and made you feel uncomfortable. I never meant for that. But you should have told me yourself, and you should haver told me sooner. Don’t get a third party to do your dirty work. (You were probably the type of kid in high school who had to ask out a girl through his best friend.) I thought you were mature, but you can’t even handle your own battles. I apologized, and don’t give me this “What are you apologizing for?” crap, because we both should have said “I’m sorry.” I would never have hung around you so much if I knew that it bothered you (frankly, I thought you were indifferent before). I would have understood, and respected you for telling me personally. And honestly? Why did you wait until three weeks before school ended? You couldn’t have told me February or March, when I started behaving this way? Or you could have even rode it out until the end of school, which would have been the most appropriate move at that time. Ugh. I know you’re enjoying yourself in California. Meanwhile, I’m over here missing you, wishing things were different. We better get this straight when you return.


  319. I am totally in love with you that i ache. When i see you and look into your eyes I find it hard to imagine that you don’t feel the same as I do. I’ve tipped my hand a few times and not sure if you’ve noticed.


  320. im sorry i fell for u.. it was not th plan, hope u n sam ar very happy together.. honestly though,i think she will crush your heart.


  321. Loving you was the sweetest part of my life. It gave me something to look forward to. Because of an evil person you no longer wish to speak to me. You are still next to God the first and last thought I carry upon waking and sleeping. I am not deluded, insane or obsessive. I truly love you and I will continue to respect your wishes. While I cry myself to sleep each night. There is no one else for me.


  322. In every moment of everyday in everything i do, you are on my mind. Feelings so strong they physically hurt me inside. How i wish to be able to love you and make you happy. If only things were different.


  323. brandon smith


  324. Darren i fell for you 16 years ago, the first day of freshman year. And countless years, relationships, a marriage, and a kid later i still love you. The flame may have waxed and waned over the years but it’s always been there. I dream of you sometimes at night and i think “What if” i see pic’s of your wife and child through friends and im jealous of your beautiful wife. I hope she knows how great of a man you are. I love my husband but what i feel for you is unlike any love i’ve encountered in this life. I think at one point you knew how i felt but alas, it wasnt returned because we traveled in different circles. But im sure i’ll still say when im 80 that i had this great unrequited love that was unlike any love of my life. Ive seen you from a distance throughout the years at various functions and casual encounters in the city we’re from. To this day my heart still races, my breath quickens, and i blush like an embarrassed child. I still can’t look you in the eye and speak without stuttering. Why you have this effect on me, idk..Perhaps this is the effect true love has on someone. I’ll most likely never know what it is to kiss you, hold your hand, cook your dinner, even argue with you. And thats fine, im not sad about that. Ijust wish i knew why i cant shake this unrequited love of so many years.


  325. Gord. You are and always will be my first love and the love I will carry with me all of my life. Even though we didn’t end up together, I know how amazing my life would have been if we had. If I could turn back time to all those years ago, I would have found a way to make it work. But you have your family now and I have mine. But that still doesn’t change the way I will always feel. I will always love you and wish you only the best.


  326. David… When I first saw you, I didn’t know what to think, and to think the one thing that destroyed me was the moment you spoke to me. I gradually began to fall for you. The way you constantly look at me makes my heart race and overwhelms me with anxiety. The second I see you I get so nervous it upsets me. I know you would be with me if you weren’t bound to someone else. Sometimes I can’t help thinking: “What if you were with me instead?” I always wonder when I will see you again and wondering if it will be the last time we speak. I admire you from afar and from our conversations. I wish we could have more.


  327. You know who you are…I wont bother saying your name. I can’t believe I thought you actually cared for me. The more I think about it, the more I realize this whole thing has been nothing more than a game to you. If you adore me “so” much, why the hell didn’t you or don’t you even TRY. The reason I’m with him is because you didn’t care enough about me to fight for me. All you had to do was stand up and be a man and tell me how you felt. I would have dropped everything for you. Now all I get is the same thing I got when I was there. Breadcrumbs. That is not love. I think I was just something cool to look at everyday when you came to work because you were bored. Boy do I feel stupid right now.


  328. Zach, I love you, but you love her. When will you stop going after women who mistreat you? I’m here, and I’ll stick it out until you see me. How can you not see how good we’d be together? I still have faith in the old saying: things that belong together are sure to come together.


  329. HM- I don’t know why you hurt me just because I fell for you


  330. I love him but I can’t say it directly to him. How I wish I would find the courage to tell him. :(


  331. Jennifer Marie, instead of writing you a poem, I should have just told you outright that I loved you. That is my greatest regret in life, a terrible omission which has consumed me for the past 16 years. I wish I were a different person, someone with whom you would have loved in return. “Years make little difference [in healing some wounds...]” – Sir Arthur Conan Doyle.


  332. Nicholas, I love you. I still love you. How can I move on without you?


  333. I dare not utter your name or even write it for it brings me a torrent of pain. I love you K. Forever. Even if you don’t. Never will I meet anyone like you again and everyday will I miss you.
    Wherever you are, whenever it is. I will always love you and I will never forget you, even if I could.


  334. I love Victor and Eric, you are both my sweethearts!!!


  335. I love you, its been 4 years scince I started. I lie to myself every day and pretend I’m over you but then I drown in your eyes and melt all over the floor on front of you. I want to hate you forever, but I’m so weak.


  336. Karol


  337. Melissa. Still.


  338. I’ll never tell, but that doesn’t mean the love isn’t real.


  339. maye. 37 years later and i miss her like it was yesterday.


  340. sending your dog in the dark? what are you doing? why?cold revenge? you took him when i turned my back (seizing the moment i, admittedly, permitted you– i told you i never hold a hostage, be gone if you want gone!) so i couldn’t see you, forever denying me– pretending you are a ghost! no one else has a wolf! why are you doing it this way? pick up the phone and call me! dammit i’m dying here! you are killing me. why? give my heart back to me, villain.


  341. Alfredo


  342. The time came and went; hours turned to days, days into weeks, weeks into months and months into years. The only thing that remained the same is my heart unhealed.. God knows how hard i try to forget you but i just can’t…


  343. The three of us are the amigos…
    its been hell being your best friend while you have been confiding to me about having a thing for our mate…
    You two will get together and I know you will never love me…
    like I .. very secretly love you…


  344. i haven’t stopped loving you Marilyn after all these years.


  345. Tommy. I love you. I thought if I was really good and patient and waited for it to go away the feeling would pass just like you said. It didn’t. I thought maybe last Friday was a different sort of reward for being patient. It wasn’t. But then again I knew that going into it. I’m sorry. I love you. Please don’t be angry.


  346. T, you are the love of my life. One day I hope I can move on and find someone who loves me back—until then, you have my heart.


  347. Two years ago I was stupid and could not see what you were offering and now today it is too late to say how I really feel. Now I am going to have to stay silent forever but how I wish you really loved me.


  348. Here it is, months later…and now, I guess we’re not speaking. You don’t answer emails, you ignore me all the time even though I know you’re there. Why won’t you end this, and just tell me to go away? At least, that way, I’d know for sure, and could go about trying to put my heart, and my life, back together again. I feel like I’m your enemy…like you hate me…and I just don’t understand why that is. All I’ve ever done is been supportive, and there for you. At least, I’ve finally accepted that you don’t love me anymore…if you ever really did. I told you I’d be your friend, if I couldn’t be any more than that. But I never told you I’d be your hook…that person that you don’t care about, but you know that will always care about you, and make you feel good about yourself. I won’t be that person…you have plenty of others to do that for you. Either love me, or cut me loose…that’s how it has to be. That doesn’t mean I don’t love you….I still do, with all my heart, and always will. But I can’t live like this anymore.


  349. My dear Hein, you are every, everything to me. I love you so, and I love you helplessly and deeply, like I have never loved anyone before you. I didn’t mean to, but those beautiful, wonderful lonely months we spent sharing our passions, crying on each other’s shoulders, guiding each other, baring our souls and loving each other(me obviously more than you)..I’m sorry that it wasn’t enough for you. Because for me, back then, it was my constant, endless source of happiness and also my source of pain when I realised I couldn’t even get through a day without you appearing and saying “Hey”, when I could get nothing done while I waited for you, and the way my palms sweat and tremble whenever you did appear…We spent hours into the night together, just talking, laughing, and just enjoying each other’s affection and company. That stupid night when you were tipsy, when you flirted,kissed me on the cheek before saying good night. For that, and all the plans we made which we never carried through, for the many nights when you told me that I was special and that I made you happy. I could kill you for that, for making me hold out hope like that. I spent a year denying everything in my mind, I nearly went mad with inner conflict, when the revelation came all I could do was cry because I could never tell you,I know that you never loved me- remember how we started spending less time, and then no more time together when you found your new girlfriend? It doesn’t help that you’re the first person I ever considered my “soul mate”. That we met under such unlikely circumstances that I thought it was meant to be, you did too, just not the way I did. I haven’t found anyone since. Although it doesn’t hurt as much now, everytime I see your picture, I see that poor, hurt but amazing boy I want to love and give all of my heart to. Would gladly give everything for. Because I love you Hein, and I don’t think I’m able to truly stop loving you yet.


  350. Btw, H, I don’t care what you said, or how scornfully you said I was silly for being fascinated by the colour of you eyes, because you have the most beautiful pair of hazel eyes I have ever seen. Even if it hurts to even look at a picture of them now.


  351. Mu beautiful Taylor, you make my life worth living.

    Got so many regrets
    And who knows, any bets
    That things could have worked out differently

    If I had done this
    If I didn’t do that
    Then maybe it would be you and me

    I will love you forever gorgeous. I’m so sorry


  352. Beth, you will always be “la gloriosa donna de la mia mente.” I am sincerely sorry for whatever pain I may have caused you in the past eight years. I wish you well in your romantic life, even if I can’t be a part of it.


  353. Miranda,
    You have sent me to the summits of heaven, but you have also sent me to the pits of hell. I thought that I would have been the logical choice in pursuing a relationship. I was kind, I listened to you when you wanted to speak, I was pretty much a father to your son, and when even your family disowned you and your friends left you, I never abandoned you. But maybe that was the error in my ways, the fact that I was trying to make sense of love with logic. You left here in August and I thought that would be it since I was beginning to turn my love for you into hate and anger.

    But then you came back and screwed everything up. You started talking to me again and spending time together again. I made it blatantly obvious that I was in love with you and yet you did nothing. You teased me with hints that you were getting closer. But every time I thought I had a good grasp, you just slipped away.

    Even though you will probably never be mine, I must thank you. While my time at war hasn’t cost me physically, it cost me mentally. I lost the ability to feel for others, to be sorrowful, to be jealous, to do anything but shrug my shoulders when someone dies. But you, you reawakened those feelings in me, you showed me, even if it was one sided, how to be somewhat happy again. I only hope that with this deployment coming up in a month, that I will finally be able to forget those feelings that I have for you.


  354. Most of it was pretend, seeing as we were the leads in a play, but I couldn’t quite pretend after a while. I knew all along you won’t feel that way for me, and OH how I dreamed our kiss was for real! You’re going out with someone now; I’m trying to get over you, knowing I have to. But you unwittingly made me realize things about myself that I had ignored. And you’ll never know.


  355. Be my angel again.


  356. Chelsea.


  357. D., I still love you so much, and it hurts so much. On top of all that, life just never cuts me any breaks. The only joy in my life is the memory of when we left a party together and I was talking to you. You looked up at me with your beautiful face and your eyes glistened in the moonlight. I wanted to kiss you and tell you I loved you so badly. I didn’t.

    I want to tell you goodbye, and I will love you forever and ever, throughout eternity. You will always feel my spirit watching over you.


  358. Jeff, I can’t say enough how much I have struggled over my heart wrenching love for you. I feel helpless, hopeless, and continue to think of you every day. The memories are slowly fading away, and it’s devastating because it’s all I have left of you…You were perfect and everything I have ever needed, and ever will need.


  359. Teri,

    I have a life.
    I have a great life.

    But, I have ached for you every day for nearly 40 years and wondered how much much better it could have been.


  360. Einstien

    I am in love with you and will always be till my last breath.


  361. I will always wonder what may have been with us. But too much time has passed, and we never really spoke. It was always looks, gestures, body language, kisses, touches. But we never really got to know each other. I think I felt a real sense of who you are. But now we’re adults and it’s difficult to rely on the memories of impulsive youth. I don’t know if you remember what I remember. If I could split myself in two and be with you too, I would, if only to know for certain. But I can never leave him. Did you ever feel anything more for me than attraction? I thought maybe you did, but it’s hard to be sure when the conversation is one-sided. I wish I could tell you that I could have loved you too, had things been different.


  362. dear chris, I admire you so much, which you know. And I love you, which I haven’t exactly said to you, but I know in your heart you are aware. What you don’t know is how very much I love you, how true it is, and how every minute of every day I wish we could share that. I have every single reason to believe that your love is special, and generous, and tender, and yet as imperfect as we all are imperfect. Despite the many lofty things I say to you to compliment you, telling you how much I think of you and believe in you, I don’t hold you on a lofty pedestal. I know you have your ‘moments’ and your bad days, but all of us do. I wonder if you got your daily massage if your ‘bad’ days would be fewer and far between. Thank you for helping me realize that I ‘have’ unrequited love…in the true meaning… because just knowing that is helping me recover from it. I think of you always, I am always here for you, just as I wish for you every joy in your life. Thank you for being my friend. Love, me


  363. Derek. My sun, my moon, my stars. My world. I love you more than life itself. I will forever cherish those eight months we had together. I’m afraid if we ever spoke again, I’d throw myself to your sacred feet and kiss them in worship of you. I love you, my sweet Derek. I hope in heaven I will be able to be by your side again.


  364. My sweet SB I have loved you since the first time I met you. In fact if you knew how much I loved you I think you would be quite terrified!

    I admire you and the brave choices you have made in your life. You are such a happy, positive person and everyone adores being in your company. You inspire me to want to live a better life.

    There is one thing however that saddens me. It’s the fact that I can’t make you love me. I realise that’s not your fault, and you are to special for me to let my anger at this situation push you away.

    Whenever I think I am starting down the long road to getting over you, you’ll doing something that makes my heart sing. You’ll smile at me in that way that turns me to jelly, or make me laugh and I am back to ferociously yet secretly loving you.  

    We will be friends, and that will have to be enough.

    All my love always.


  365. The gorgeous, lovely, sporty, independent, sweet and strong, level headed Miss Bey is the love of my life. Sadly, she did not feel that same way about me. But, I love her and always will, and never forced or asked for anything from her other than to let me love her from afar. I will always love my dear precious girl. it may not be much, but she has my heart for years now! I love her to bits and always will! The great thing about unrequited love is the experience gave me so many songs to write about, though they all sound similar and aren’t very good at all. Bye bye my dear sweet precious girl, loved you, and always will.


  366. I love you Camron Pesqueira. I have spent the past months falling deeper in love with you as we have been coming closer friends. Can we ever be together? Could we ever be more than friends? I love you so much Camron,you don’t even know how much it hurts. Hopefully someday,we can be together. <3


  367. I never believed in love in first sight until it happened to me when I saw you.


  368. Adrian


  369. Karen, I have loved you since we were in the 10th grade. When we reconnected after so many years I was ecstatic but soon realized you would never feel the same about me. I will love you until I die anyway . . .


  370. Dearest Marilyn,
    As much as I love you so much, it’s time to let you go….I hope our experience has been as special to you as it was to me…..Have a wonderful life….Rob


  371. Timothy

    <//3

    This feels kind of embaressing writting his name, I will probably find it awkward at school tomurrow looking at him now but still. He knows how I feel anyhow.
    It's such a cruel thing, unrequited love. <//3 I feel as though my heart is teared apart and everyday I fall in love only to fall without being caught.


  372. Look, I cannot make you love me. I will do everything I can though. I’m a fighter and I will never give up, even if it seems like I have. You’re SO nice and I wish you weren’t, then it would hurt less. You’re so clever and amazing looking and the thought of you being happy with another girl literally kills me. It’s bad enough when I see you talking with other girls, even though I know I shouldn’t, I get so jelous it’s unreal :( xoxoox


  373. I love you David. I don’t care about your past, only about your future


  374. Dearest Karin,

    It’s hard for me to understand why I keep on loving you. You’ve broken my heart more times than I can remember. I am willing to give up my life for you, but you probably never think about me at all. You’re happy the way you are right now. You’re together with someone who loves you. And you love him. You love him much, much more than me. I will never be your first choice.

    I never want to forget about you, because you are the friendliest, sweetest, most beautiful girl there will ever be, but you make my life devoid of meaning if I can’t feel you close to me.

    I will always be yours and I will forever wait for you. No other girl will ever become what you mean to me. Yes, I will wait, even though I know you will never choose me.

    Karin, I love you.


  375. joe–
    this token, your ‘statue in my mind’, i make from love for the man you were with me, so briefly. the morsel you shared so casually i wish you to know, to experience in some way, the beauty inspired in me. even your expert hands broke my heart & mind, and my token is a tiny tool of repair. your message was always to persevere so that even as you broke me, you foreshadowed this token, by some burning brand.


  376. I always thought myself to be reasonable, level-headed, focused… Observing those around me who make irrational decisions in the name of love / lust and scoff at their temporary madness. And all it took was meeting you to turn me into that fool. Love at first sight–a cliche come true.


  377. I will NEVER love anyone as much as I love you DML. You are the only man in the world I will ever deeply love. I gave my heart to you, but you didn’t want it and I don’t want it back… unless you come with it. It’s a hopeless situation. It may appear as if I have moved on, it’s just a survival mechanism to distract me until death. You are the ONE I want to be with! You are the ONE I will LOVE into eternity!
    You and ONLY You!!! You are my Soul’s Mate. I love you more than you will ever know.


  378. Andy. I’m sorry.


  379. Tim I think about you every day. I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings. I wish you hadn’t turned to her and started that relationship. Perhaps if I hang about on the sidelines long enough you’ll realise that I want you and am deserving of your affection


  380. I thought about you everyday for 8 years. I LOVE YOU Melissa! NO PERSON COMPARES TO YOU. I have looked. Know that you are special to me and I LOVE YOU. I always will.


  381. paul i wish you felt the same so sad it can never be.


  382. Maggie- she broke my heart. She is the most beautiful, sweetest, lovelies woman I’ve ever or will ever meet. I will think of her forever. Sorry Maggie, I know you don’t understand.


  383. I love you, Angel. I always have, and always will. Nothing can erase your memory from my heart.


  384. i wish things could have been different…im sorry i didnt know until it was to late, im sorry i acted like i was ok with the way things were. i should have told you how much i loved you.. no one else can make me feel like you did. i think you may have been my one great love, the one ill grow old telling stories about, and the one whos memory will forever bring tears to my eyes, regret to my heart, and an unbearable ache deep in my soul. I never should have let you go….


  385. you are amazing. and i always knew it could not be. and you treated me with great compassion. i wish only the best for you and your partner. i hope you are good to each other and have a blessed life. keep doing all the good you are doing in this life…


  386. Ryan, my dearest friend, my confidante – I love you.


  387. Jacque, I love you with all my heart and always will. I know you feel something for me, but because I am with someone you would never want to be part of splitting that up, so I will always be here for you and remain your best friend forever….xxxx


  388. I still feel you… where do I begin…my god, why won’t this pain leave me? Everyday I yearn for one more moment with you. I saw your pictures. I’ve always wanted to tell you that you are perfect. If you only knew how perfect you are. I feel somehow you wanted me to see the pictures? Just know that I adore you, that I always have. Oh, why I couldn’t ever tell you how I felt…maybe I didn’t know you existed…so when I found you I was so smitten that I became literally terrified. When you finally meet that one person sometimes it takes you by surprise and somehow doesn’t seem real. I know now that what happened between was very real. You can tell me how you feel now. It’s alright. Please talk to me. I don’t want to live the rest of my life without you :(


  389. I can’t describe him. He is the right person for me – intense witty intelligent gentle kind thoughtful


  390. Eleanor Varley I love you.


  391. Camilla.

    I love her so much. Everything about her. She’s so nice, caring, understanding. She’s beyond beautiful, I think she is the most amazing thing my eyes have ever seen. She has a fantastic sense of humour and is very smart. And yet… she does not love me. I don’t think she even cares for me as a friend. And I must live with the pain of smiling and her and walking away when all I wish to do is hold her hands, to hold her…


  392. Lin.

    Today I found out that you got engaged to someone else. I wish I could stop thinking about you but I just can’t. Before I at least had a shred of hope but now I have nothing but loneliness, sadness and despair.


  393. Renata Szostek is such a beautiful human being. Being in her presence was a constant reminder of just how much I needed to grow as a person. When God shows you the personification of perfection, the gravity of your task in this life is realised. Although the pain of rejection and of falling out of favour is the ultimate catalyst for change, it can be so very crushing in its severity I love you so very much darling.
    X


  394. RR,
    when you came on chat earlier, i had an army of butterflies in my stomach. literally, i was shivering because i can’t keep my nerves still.

    i’m jealous of your new girl so i’m sorry i couldn’t talk to you properly. i want to be happy for you but really, i can’t be.

    xx


  395. Michael, I know you love me and I wish I could let you know just how I want to return that love. Each time I see you it feels like my heart jumps out of my chest. I love listening to you during the meetings. It hurts so bad that we both feel the same, but we are both married to someone else. If we could have met when we were single, what it could have been…why, why??? At least we work together and get to see each other all the time. We just walk by each other’s offices and smile at each other. It is so wonderful and yet so very painful at the same time =((


  396. It started out just a fling, and progressed so quickly. I fell in love you a little more each night we spent together. I’m completely in love with you. I gave you my heart and you threw it away. Now I’m laying in bed tears streaming down my face. I had hopes for a future for us. Perhaps its harder since I knew how amazing your love was and I turned out to be your joke. I still love you. It may have lasted three and a half months but I’ve been pining over you for two months since it ended. I still pray you’ll call. I love you.


  397. wishing you every happiness this year & ever after
    i’m very sorry about your tia
    still look you up
    still dream of you
    i’m sorry
    s


  398. i love you keith roberson


  399. Becky , my work colleague for over 10 years. Such a beautiful friend. I’m sorry that I fell in love with you – I know that you will never love me.

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